you know. i find it so pointless in being sad over such stuff. i was hurt when you said all those. it's like so what if you people dislike him ? i seriously don't want to lose a friendship over this thing k. for goodness sake, no one is flawless. people have their bad points. i have too & i think you have it too. i treated you like one of my bestbest friends. yet when you said all those stuff, you nvr knew how much that hurt me. what's the point of hating him? do you think i can close a blind eye &a deaf ear to all those that you people said& did? it's not only affecting him. it's affecting me too. &for one, if you think i chose him for the sake of choosing one, i'm sorry you're wrong. if you think i chose him just because i think he was pitiful, i'm sorry you're wrong too. &i don't think you understand me at all. if saying all those stuff &making him feel upset makes you happy, can you even think about how i feel? don't you think i feel sad about people saying him? imagine if you just came tgt w your loved one & people just keep downgrading him/her, will you feel happy? when you thought that he might be the one, you people came round discriminating him, giving comments behind him/her back. do you feel good at all? if you feel good i have nothing to say. absolutely. cause you hurt me alotalot. i don't care if zw hates him, cause in the 1st place i alr have a bad impression of him. i really don't know what to say. it's like 1 moment you go against him. the next moment you side him. i'm speechless. i feel all this just because i felt that you are one of friends. &that's what hurt me most for your info.


i don't want this to happen. can't things be the way it was?